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Beautiful Mistake


Beautiful Mistake
by : Siti Nur Qomariyah
Mistake is not to be regretted, I believe that every mistake must have a lesson. No matter how bad your mistakes are, it is an experience that you can learn from it. Start from make mistake, you will know which is good for you or not. You can become stronger and better in living this life if you can take the lesson the lesson in every your mistake. Mistake is the best experience. My beautiful mistake was when I fell in love with you.
First, I fell in love with you when I was in senior high school. Senior high school is the best time to strengthen my knowledge. It was to focus on only studying.  My reason why I love you at that time was because you are clever. I think saying love will make me more enthusiastic about learning. In contrast, I was not focus for studying. Finally I realize that Senior high school is time for study not steady.
Second, I love you but I was not sure that I will be with you. I was not confident when I know that you are the son of minister of social affair. I thought that I am just ordinary people and I am not rich. When you said that you like to me, I was confused to answer it. One side I wanted to say that I do to, whereas I was scared to broken heart. Finally, I said that you have to visit my home if you want to get my answer. In the other day, he visited my home. So, in this case I realize that love and wealth are deferent things.
Third, all of that I did was because of you. Everything I did during 2 years to show that I deserve to with you. As result, when you have graduated and never give information anymore, I was not excited for studying again. By the time, my test score decreased. When I have just graduated from senior high school, suddenly you come back to me and help me to continue studying in university. Unfortunately, I was failed. I saw that you were very disappointed with me. After that you disappear again without giving word. Therefore, I decided to prove that I can be a successful person and inspiring many people not for you but for myself.
Falling in love is a common thing for everyone. I do not know when I will fell in love or with whom this heart chooses. The most important thing for teenager is learning and dreaming. I have to focus on learning and reaching my goals first. As was previously stated, loving you gives me a lot of life lessons and you are my beautiful mistake.


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